Posts by C.C. Havens

Sexy Altars

Posted by on Oct 17, 2018

There is something unarguably sexy about a woman’s altar. It’s a place where her turmoil, overwhelm and emotional angst can, on a good day, transmute to trust, acceptance and love. It’s a portal through which her demons can exit and her angels descend. I walked into the jalaBlu yoga studio in Buena Vista, Colorado this summer and was instantly seduced by the altar the owner, Jenna, had created in her studio   The floor space in front of it was empty so I filled it with my mat.  As I waited for yoga class to begin, I sat and  absorbed the beauty (fresh stargazer lilies), the...

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Sexy Movies

Posted by on Sep 21, 2018

I watched a Star is Born the other day, the 1976 version with Barbara Streisand and Kris Kristofferson. The first time I watched it I was 12. I don’t know how my girlfriend and I managed to tag along with her mother to see an R-rated film, but I do know this: it had a huge influence on me, in ways I didn’t even realize until I re-watched it the other night.  I see now that some sexy seeds were strewn in that dark Atlanta theater that germinated in my adolescent subconscious. Ten years later, a Hopeless Romantic was born. I was 22 and passionate about my bad boy, guitar playing boyfriend....

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Posted by on Sep 19, 2018

          The tug of war between my healing artist and my literary artist is alive and well. So, when you don’t hear from me for a while, it means my craniosacral therapist won, and she’s taken the rope and tethered my erotica writer to one of her beloved aspen trees. It means I’m journaling instead of blogging; meditating instead of marketing my erotic memoir; and channeling inspiration into my treatment room instead of my next erotica collection. A few weeks ago, some nerve pain in my hands landed me on a treatment table in my teacher’s office. I was anticipating a...

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My Inner Catholic Girl: Part Three

Posted by on Jul 25, 2018

In Part Two of this Inner Catholic Girls series, I wrote about integrating my two Inner Catholic Girls.In the process of doing that, I discovered a third one.I guess if you sit long enough, write long enough, you’ll get deep enough in your psyche to hit pay dirt.Because she’s the one I’ve been searching for all along…

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Sexy Goal

Posted by on Jul 22, 2018

Goals are sexy. Especially when they come to fruition. This morning, I snagged the July/August issue of Playboy as I packed up to head home from the Arkansas River where my man guides whitewater in the summer…

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